Neither perfect...nor flawless....
Have a lot of things in mind to say out here but don't know which one is appropriate.
Talk about work...work's boring.
Well, the trains and buses this morning have been crowded and flooded by students. So, school has re-open. How nice....While walking through Lot 1, just now after work, it reminded me of old times. The old times when I was still wearing the school uniform and walking in Lot 1 with my bunch of friends, just to hang out or to have fun.
Oh...how I miss those days. I had the most fun during my secondary school years. All the way back from Secondary 1 through Secondary 4. There were the tough times but only the funny memories stayed with me....Hahaha...still remember when we played hide and seek when we were in secondary 3 whereby the girls plus the boys will hide inside the boys toilet when the seeker is a girl and vice versa. LOL!
I had my own share of fun when I was in lower secondary. Upper secondary was funner. Though my main focus was my studies that time, there was still play time. I did vow to myself that time when I was in sec 3, that I wouldn't mess with any guys until my O'levels ended, and whatever happen after that, let it happen. Haha...I did follow my vow. Yea, there were temptations and everything else....never did tell anyone cause I don't trust anyone else. All the secrets still remain with Sukhairen.... Maybe I should tell him huh....Hahaha...
I really miss my teenage years. I miss the immaturity. I want to stay young always...so that's why I still want to pursue my studies after graduation. Hahahaha...nolah....it's just that I want to have a higher qualification. Now that I'm at the tip of my education, I wonder how my life would turn out in the future...
Sometimes, looking at the path that I'm taking, I'm scared of the trials and tribulations that I'm going to face. I'm scared of taking the wrong step and destroying the
empire that I've built. I'm scared of stepping into the work force, cause it's going to be much much more challenging than studying.
Even when I've made my new year's resolutions, I go with the flow. Live each day like always and taking a few steps at a time. I make mistakes everyday. Some are damn stupid, whereas others are caused by my dreamy state....hehe....
But well, I'm human...I've got my own flaws.....I'm neither perfect nor flawless.....
QueenLiyn@21:52
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