Light-hearted
I feel much much better now. Thanks Ghafar for granting my favour to pass the message to your brother. That means a lot to me. I got all the courage to actually approach Ghafar last Friday and asked him to send my regards to his brother, Abang Zul, and also to let him know that I need to chat with him to catch up for old times sake...
Now, I really feel that I've gotten totally over him. I chatted with him for almost 2 hours this morning, happily, like brothers and sisters. The proof that I've gotten over him? I wasn't even a bit jealous when he was bragging away about his girlfriend. Instead, I got to know more of his girlfriend. And he on the other hand, found out that I've got someone special in my life. Yeah... but don't worry, I didn't feed him with too much information..haha... While I'm writing this...I think he's in camp already. He told me he'll be off at 6pm.
I feel so light-hearted now. That someone special in my life...will stay special to me. *
dreams* Well, he means a lot to me and I hope he don't cheat on me or play me.... Although we might be far apart...you know you'll always be in my heart. I'll appreciate the presence of him in my life. ANd I hope he does....
Urghh...why I suddenly become soooo
jiwang?????
Ok...I feel better now. Happier, I guess....Just prepare to see an ugly smirk on my face for the rest of the week.....hehehe.....
Guess what...Steph inspired me to take up some fitness courses. And well, I've found something interesting from Amore Fitness. I've decided to take up one of their packages so that I can do kick-boxing, yoga or pilates. I need to take up something to fill up my time. Maybe to develop a new hobby. Anyway, losing weight is not enough...must tone it. I've actually been wanting to take up kick-boxing for quite some time cause I will be able to release some steam there and imagine that I'm kicking someone's arse or boxing someone's pretty face.
Anyway, it's affordable as I'm taking up the student package. But I'm not able to start so soon. Time for now is too limited cause I've got a lot of things to do during the weekends, so I'll only be able to take up a new hobby next month.
Yeah....at least I won't be stranded at home during my weekends or when my attachment ends. So, I've finally have something to look forward to. A new hobby....
Hah...know what...I kinda miss talking to H now...have not been messaging him much....or even chat with him...I'm just letting him know how I feel...Haha...
QueenLiyn@19:07
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