Hints that aren't really hints.....
Still blogging at this time...
Been reading my first online diary....to find his name...did find a couple of hints and his name being mentioned a number of times....but well...maybe to list all of them down here...can be erm....a lil bit thick-skinned...
But I've found something interesting that I wrote during my first year in poly..."
For me, I am the other way round. I did kinda well for my exams and I'm am single-mingle. Well, I love someone for quite a long time but don't really have the guts to even say it out loud even though I've been hinting to him a few times. Nevermind cause love takes time and it will come freely and willingly and it can't be forced. Anyway, my parents don't allow me to date any guys and on the other hand, I've decided to focus on studying and build my own career unless something came up in the midst of everything."
And there was another one...."
Do you have anyone that actually lights up your life? I mean whenever you meet this person, you just become happy and can't stop smiling! This person is not necessarily the one that you love but more towards friendship...Ya, this person just puts a smile on my face whenever I see him and my mood for the whole day is so fabulous! It's not like he makes me laugh or something but just seeing him or being with him makes me comfortable and at ease. I don't know why...it's not as if I love him or something...."
And another one which I wrote when I was in 2nd year in poly..."
I'm also trying to convince myself that I don't like another person...or should I say love the other guy... It's like I am too afraid of rejection and also to lose something that I already had with him!"
Well...I know...those hints weren't obvious. But maybe even if I pointed it out to him..I doubt he'll get my hints. H...it's too bad you didn't really read my first online diary.....
But anyway...I was in denial then...that's why...I don't make things so obvious...........
QueenLiyn@02:15
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