Hectic Day...
Finally I've got some time to blog...
What a hectic day. Woke up very early in the morning to go
melawat again. This time, I couldn't swallow back my tears. I cried. I was rooted to the spot and cried. My parents didn't see me crying. I doubt anyone saw me cause I was hidden among the others. By the time my parents came looking for me, I was outside hanging out with Juni and Ijah.
My heart softened for a while but after that, I was back to normal.
Well, just now I was reading some articles at
ivillage.com. I realize that a lot of things seem to be so true. I read both a lady and a guy's point of view about making the first move. Contradiction. Irony. Funny.
Ok...nevermind.
I'm making someone rather curious about who I am. He's no stranger. Surprisingly, he's my cousin. Hah! Well, we have never talk before and I guess he doesn't know that I existed even when we have met a lot of times. His mom always talk to me about him, so I'm just making friends with my own cousin. The fact that Juni used to have a BIG crush on him and Hussin is studying in the same poly and also Aishah Ibrahim plus Jonathan turn out to be his classmates make it more fun to know this guy. Hah! He's so damn curious that he's been messaging me in Friendster. I told him that I know him and have seen him around but then, he doesn't know me cause I don't socialize. Actually I've found him in Friendster for a very very long time but I was too lazy to say, "
Hi...I'm your cousin...nice to meet you.."
So, I'm going back to school on Thursday afternoon to have lunch there and to take the NAPFA test. No worries. No pressure. For the first time, I'm not scared of failure. Hahaha!
Just wondering what time he'll be off on Thursday...
QueenLiyn@23:57
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