Complicated
Another quiet day for me. Just don't want to talk.
The only 2 persons I talk to outside the house are Sukhairen and Syahirah. I don't want to disturb him...he should be revising for his common test now.
Woke up in the morning with a very bad migraine.
Ade orang tu pandai sangat, kejut aku pukul 5 pagi... Alasan dia...salah picit...siapa tak geram. Aku pulak terperanjat bangun dari tidur. Apa lagi...migraine aku datang balik. Fark lah...
In the morning, I complained to my father while he was getting ready to work. His advice to me was that, "
Liyana, pagi-pagi jangan marah-marah. Tak bagus. Fikir dulu. Jangan marah...."
Haiz...soo I realized that guys or should I say men, can control their emotions. Like my father. Yes, he do get mad. He do have his "
pms" times. But most of the times, even when people like me provoke him...he's cool... And I took his advice. I just kept quiet.
My mom was scolding me just now, I just couldn't say anything else. I wasn't in the wrong, but I just got no mood to say that it's not my fault.
If you people know me that well, you know I'm not quiet. I talk a lot. But if you see me quiet, with a forced smile on my face, you know something's wrong. Though this part of me is very hard to see or come by, this is my way to release my anger. Silently.
Just don't talk to me when I'm in this mood cause you won't like the words that I'm going to spit out of my mouth. They will
sting like hell.
It's better than me bursting. I let the steam go away very slowly.....don't know how long it will last. Maybe till people start wondering what's wrong with me...
The good thing about my quietness is that my ego is at my lowest. Ask my brothers. You'll be shock to know that I become soft and kind-hearted.
Well, you see...I'm a very complicated kinda girl...
Just realized something. I'm so
kerempeng...
QueenLiyn@23:47
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