Boring...
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all of my Muslim friends.
I am not in a festive mood today. I was stuck to the TV screen for almost the whole day. I was bored. Very bored. A little restless also cause I know everyone's enjoying except for me.... Syahirah's so lucky that she's at the Zul brothers' house. But she messaged me telling me that she was very bored the whole time she was there....
Actually, aside from my boredom, I did feel a little bit better when he messaged. Who's not? Haha.... WHile I was busy messaging Syahirah...I thought who messaged...and woah...am glad that he messaged...
Well, a year ago, Hari Raya Haji turned out to be my worst nightmare. Don't ask me what happened.... There was death on that day. The death of love...
Ok....don't want to talk about the past...
No more ska for me. No more pop for me. No more R&B for me. Here comes Metallica. Here comes Deftones. Never judge the way I look with the music I listen cause it's not me to follow trends or to follow music fashion. My clothes might look girly or sporty or whatever it is but Britney Spears has been erased from my music taste. Sugababes is long gone. Boybands are definitely out of my league....blah blah blah....
Now, I can only imagine myself playing the electric guitar alongside with my bestfriend as I listen to bands like Sum 41 or Good Charlotte. Haha...fat hope...I love to dream..I mean day-dream. So....that's one of my fantasies...
Why would people say I look
nice when I've got dark rings around my eyes...my un-manicured fingernails...wrinkles forming on my face..but...the zits are almost gone...ruffled hair....blah blah...
Cause when I look at myself in the mirror, I think I just look the same like a year ago. Despite being 10kg heavier a year ago, I still think I look the same now. Or is it my haircut? People said I look nicer with shorter hair. Or is it the way I dress? Hah...At least I don't indulge in beauty products anymore....
Ohh god...it's over again??? And you didn't even tell me??? No wonder you've been sucking my blood!!!
Oklah...enough of blogging....I need my beauty sleep now...heh heh...
QueenLiyn@23:53
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