Recapping.....
Pain...urgh...my tongue is in pain!!!
Woah I'm blogging for the third time now.
Hmm....today I spend 7 hours with him. Went to school to hand in my interim report. Too bad Joel wasn't in. Then, we went to the Grassroots Club near NYP to play bowling. Wahaha! I lost to him 1:3....hahahaha...nevermind...he finally "
up" his highest score...that's good. My right shoulder was already hurting by the time I played my second game. After bowling, we went to Junction 8..to eat but unfortunately, there's not much choices for us there. Instead, we spent most of our time there at the MPH bookstore, browsing through books. At first, he was browsing golf books and mags whereas I was browsing entertainment mags and a book on "
60 tips on how to take care of your skin". After that we went through a book...all about bowling.... interesting... Finally, we had our dinner at Yew Tee....
Haiz...tomorrow is work again. Pity Steph...I kept disturbing her...and kept saying that I'll make her suffer at work again and again. Actually, I didn't mean it. It's just a joke. Wah...she had to take my load when I wasn't at work today. Isk...isk...pity her....but she has to get used to it. Work is not to slack. At least she wasn't alone during lunch...compared to me....when she wasn't around, I had to eat lunch alone...Pooor me... And worst still...it's not only 1 day. Her leave is normally a few days.....Now...Steph knows how I feel when she wasn't around. But not enough to make her feel lonely.
The good thing is that I've only got 3 months to go for attachment. The bad thing is that....I'm going to turn 2-decades in less than 2 months.... Don't want to think about it. I feel so old. But Hussin's gonna be older than me first. Hahahaha...he'll turn 2-decades in like...a week! Hahahaha!
New Year's coming and my resolutions are set. Some are personal whereas most are just
normal. I'm going to re-cap this year's resolutions first before going to next year's resolutions.
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Year 2004 Resolutions (made on 29/12/2003 @15:56)
1. To add another A+ or and AD to my report card and also aim to get all A's for my modules.
2. To get my priorities right.
3. To freeze my heart so that I won't love unnecessarily and suffer from depression.
4. To lose at least 10 pounds.
5. To control my diet and stop overcoming stress by eating. There are other ways to de-stress.
6. To control my shopping spree.
7. To be more active in sports and prepare for the upcoming NAPFA test.
8. To be more honest, humble, quiet and mature. To learn how to respect rather than asking for respect!
9. To be more serious as I'm gonna turn 20 very soon....
10. To stop waiting for him cause there are more guys out there. Gotta move on!
11. To start the habit of reading again rather than playing computer games and laze around!
12. To learn to sleep early every night so that there'll not be any black rings under my eyes!
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Looking at the resolutions I made for this year. I've achieved part of it. I achieved resolutions number 1, 2, 4, 5, 9 and definitely 10! Yes, I've stopped waiting for him. Not worthy of my time! But I didn't freeze my heart. I fall into depression earlier this year. But I opened my heart later this year for someone else whose already been in there for quite some time....*wonders to myself on what I'm saying* I still have the bad habit of shopping. I'm more honest and mature but I still lack of humbleness and being quiet. I still can't start reading, even when it's a Sandra Brown book and it should be a thrilling book! And my last resolution, my owl-ness, becomes worst this year. I can survive without sleep for one night...hehehehe....
So, I've gotta change. I've still got a long way to go and an unpredictable future laid in front of me. The only thing that I've gotta do, is to work hard and enjoy life while I can.......
And H...why aren't you smiling in those pics that we took tonight?
QueenLiyn@22:15
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