I Dream
Started the day feeling nauseus. Wasn't able to get out from bed. Nearly had
morning sickness...LOL...no I'm not pregnant. I'm down with stomach flu.
Again? Yupz...again. This year I've been infected by the stomach flu virus for around 5 times! Wasn't really feeling well when I got out of the house. My face was pale. And my stomach was in pain. Acute pain.
Don't know from where I got the virus. That is my body's weakness. It's not immune to the stomach flu virus.
My face lighted up a little when I saw him and his brother in the morning. Yeah...from far and we took the same train but at different cabins. It's too bad that I wasn't able to spot him before the train arrived. But seeing him did light my morning a little although I still sound very
sian in the morning....
And it's his birthday. Finally he's 19! Or should I say
their birthdays and
they are finally 19? Hahaha...Happy Birthday to him! Lav him lotz...heh...And Taufik Batisah's birthday falls today also!
At work today, I very sian. Very lazy. I dragged my
booted feet for the whole day. Nothing more to say about work....
You know, I've been laughing a lot since last night. I chatted with Yee Chuan, one of my good friends back in secondary school when I actually wanted to watch the OC on TV. But he messaged me in Friendster and I think I've gotta talk to him. We kept laughing and giggling. Very funny...Hahaha...not funnylah...I should say happy. We were still laughing when we said goodbye. Don't want to say what we were talking about. It's between me and him only...LOL!
And just now, me and Stephanie just couldn't stop laughing at ourselves. After work, she was hungry. And we went to the pantry to look for biscuits. I told her that if there's margarine and sugar, ermmm...yum...the biscuits would taste nice! And we rummaged through the fridge and found margarine. We were like crazy and hungry baboons. SHe took 5 pieces and sandwiched them together. I only ate 2 pieces cause I wasn't that hungry.... What else? Stephanie secretly took chrysanthemum tea sachets and hid them inside her bag. I was laughing out loud already!!! We then
picnic-ed inside the bus...HAHAHAHAHA!!! THat's fun babe!
I feel like writing a longer blog cause I really have nothing to do.... Let's talk about my life in the year 2004.
I've achieved a lot this year. Academically, physically and socially. There were the ups and downs. I fell badly this year but I managed to stand up again. Now I stood tall and my head is among the clouds. This year I've reached one of my goals, which is to achieve the most number of A's. And I did. I'm proud of it. Want to see my results slip? Hehe...
In health-wise, I was sick more than I was years before. Stomach flu. And having stomach flu often actually changed my appetite. I lost a lot of weight. 10 to 15 pounds. Not only stomach flu that affected my weight but the fact that I think eating is a waste of time, made me skip meals for days. SO, I was on carbo diet for weeks and I was weak by the time it was the fasting month. But the results are more important than the sufferings. I got back the figure that I wanted since I entered poly. I was able to wear dresses and short skirts again. Although all my kebayas, my jeans and my T-shirts oversized my body, but I was glad that I look good again....
My personality changes within months this year. Good in 1 month and rebel the next. I learn a lot of things that made me show to others that I'm capable of doing anything. Ego overcame me. Pride got over me. Selfishness took over my life. But there's always the soft side of me. I can be very emotional. I can be very caring and concern when it comes to my friends. I treasure love a lot and definitely friendship. Nothing can bring me down, not even depression. I will never give up in life just because I'd lost something forever.
Socially, I made more friends. Got to know more people. And have been crapping around and slacking with them a lot especially last semester. And I've finally let it all out. I've finally confessed to that guy after years of hiding it. And well....here we are...taking things slowly.....
I think I wrote enough. Hah....what a long entry....For now, I'll ciao...
QueenLiyn@22:28
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