Friendships Should Be Treasured....
My third time blogging for today.
Been thinking on how to start on my interim report for my attachment. It's actually due on 10 January but I'm handing it a few weeks earlier so that it won't get stuck during the time I'm working for my double bonus.
I'm getting a double bonus...that is if I can work my lazy arse after New Year. Why double? I'm doing my attachment while working for my mom, so I called it double bonus. I'm like the jackpot now...Hahaha....spending my money very carefully nowadays so that I don't waste my money on unnecessary things. Going to take his advice by leaving my atm card at home whenever I go to work so that the temptation to use my card will be lesser.
The most crucial thing that I need now is a belt. My pop's been complaining about the way I dress. He said that my tops are too short and I've been wearing my jeans too low. Yes, my tops are short cause I don't like to wear baggy tops. But for my jeans, it's not my fault cause my waist is smaller and therefore, my jeans are dropping. So, tomorrow, I've gotta look for a belt even though I don't really like to wear belts.
Decided to give up on an MP3 player and The Sims 2. I've got no time to play computer games anymore. And having an MP3 player is the same as having a normal Discman but less bulkier. So, I would rather treasure my Discman now. Maybe I should ask my parents for an MP3 player for my 20th birthday even though mom promised to buy me a pair of diamond white gold earrings. But I don't need jewellery as it's just a small thingy that I wear on a part of my body.
Talking about jewellery. I just talked to PJ about what my mom wants to do with her jewelleries as PJ's father makes jewelleries. My mom agreed to their conditions so as to meet her budget. So, I guess her father has a customer now. And know what, me on the other hand, am very fussy about jewellery. I don't wear yellow gold. The excuse that I always give is that...it don't look good on my tanned skin...heh....That's why I only wear white gold now. And all my jewelleries must have diamonds, so that it glitters on my tanned skin. Hahaha...I am very particular. Normally, my mom will give in to whatever jewellery I want cause she's using her own money....but my pop can never afford one for me........so sad...Hahaha! That's why I'm Momma's pampered girl at home even when I have the most lazy arse at home...LOL!
Ya...now I just realize that I'm pampered. I'm actually rather pampered. I'm the only daughter of the family. I got things that my brothers don't. And I even get to do things that my brothers never get to do. But those things happen because I use my intelligence to negotiate and win my parent's trust. Not easy okay...I always have to plot my plan...LOL!!!
Okok....I can't wait to see how Stephanie's face will look like tomorrow. Happier? Hahha...hopefully she don't have her moods cause she's erm....in love...I guess...LOL!! I'm glad that I've got a friend like Steph. Nowadays, I always get under her skin....Hahaha....always made her get irritated by my immature behavior at work. But really, sometimes, when there's something wrong with me, I'll be immature.
Talking about friends right, I can see how my group of friends vary throughout my years of education. Last time, I still remember in primary school. My bestest friend, Rose, whom I still contact till now, used to be so jealous of the people whom I mix around with. She would say that I'm like a dog and that I'm tagging all those girls wherever I go. I only realized it when those girls actually looked down on me and some tried to make use of me. That was when Rose really became my true friend. We made a promise before we leave primary school that we would never fall in love in secondary school. But unfortunately, both of us broke that promise. And guess what, Rose is studying in the same school as me but in Mass Comm. What a small world my dear friend....
And in secondary school, I've got different group of friends. The very first friend that I made was Sukhairen. She's my best friend. Someone whom I would turn to when I really really really need help. Friendship with her has its ups and downs. In secondary 1, she actually wasn't my friend anymore when she mixed with that
shorty but in time, she realized her mistake. In secondary 2, we were separated and I made new friends. Friends that actually didn't really last long cause actually we don't click. They were the popular people but I don't want to be popular. In secondary 3 and secondary 4, we were reunited and our friendship strengthened even when some people come in between our friendship. We shared secrets. A lot of secrets. Secrets that were never meant to be told so whatever happened recently, doesn't really shock her cause she knows earlier than anyone else. She's that type of friend who objects to whatever I want to do. She thinks that I should give myself a chance. She rarely say "Yes" to what I wish to do. I even her doubted recently when she started to give me all the bad reasons. But I understand as she's my best friend, she knows what's best for me. She even objected to the guy whom I love now. Hahaha!!
So, now I've found Stephie as my only good friend in poly. The most mature among the rest. We often irritate each other. We talked openly. Laughed openly. And did a lot of wrong things together...Hahaha! We do share secrets. But not as much. She likes to hide things from me. I don't really like it but in any case, she makes a good friend.
Hmmm....not forgetting some of my close friends back in secondary school. Ivan, who always irritate me and I don't really appreciate his personality. Chaili, though mature but she often like to look down on people. Yee Chuan, nice guy till now, very gentle and cheerful. And Hatta... hmmm.....no comments...LOL...
Now, I'm at the peak of my education. I treasure friendships a lot. That's why I am still in contact with my friends all the way back in primary school.....
Ok...maybe I've gotta stop here...wrote too much already....I'm sooooo bored.......
QueenLiyn@23:23
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