ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

Where are you?

Today, I'm like a pro at work. LOL...NONE of my experiments failed. YaY! I was really focused although a little blur but still, no one can deny that all of my experiments succeeded! Hehehe....

Anyways, dreamt of him last night. I mean H. It wasn't a really good dream. In that dream, it was the first time I see him lose his temper. He screamed, ranted and shouted at me. I just stood there rooted to the spot, expressionless. I wasn't take aback but just don't feel anything. I don't even want to flee when he screamed at me. I let him shout at me and spout all those nonsense directly at my face. I was trying to adsorb whatever he's saying to me. I only started to 'feel' when he said that "IT'S OVER!" and walked away.

Didn't break down when he walked away. Just don't understand why. I only know that it's just a dream. And in reality, it's not over yet.......

I start to miss school already. Miss all those childish and crazy things that me and Steph used to do in school. Muahahahahaha!!!!!! Both of us plan to go back to school once the semester starts. I want to see that particular someone but on the other hand, Steph is at a disadvantage cause she won't find that someone she wants to see in school.

And I miss him..............I know I'm working...but still I've gotta have a life.....Where are you?

QueenLiyn@21:47

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