Tell Him....
Mom said that whatever pressure I got at work, I shouldn't bring it home. Whatever outside remains outside whereas whatever inside remains inside. I guess she's right. My temper's been so bad at home cause of the pressure at work. Will try to learn how to tolerate all these.....
Need a haircut. My hair's longer now. And it's been a nuisance to me whenever I work in the lab. Will also need a hair treatment cause my hair's damaged and dry due to perming.
As Hari Raya draws near, I've been thinking more of my past rather than my present guy. I'm gonna come face to face with him on the first day. I've decided to give in. He used to mean a lot to me. I used to love him a lot. Waited for him for years before he made his move. But it's time to give up the past. So why not just say sorry although it might be the hardest thing to say. I'm also in the wrong so...no choice.....Got to know that he's outstationed at Brunei. Not bad...not bad at all....but I'm wondering how his present girlfriend tolerate his abscence or did they break up? Hmmmmm.........
Enough about my past...
How nice it would feel if I'm still in school just starting my 2nd semester in my 2nd year in poly. How nice it would feel if I told him earlier and I wouldn't feel so faraway from him. How nice it would feel if he come online. How nice it would feel if I talk to him. How nice it would feel if I can tell him that I care but those words just refuse to come out because of my doubts.....The song lyrics below will explain everything.....
TELL HIM by Celine Dion feat Barbara Streisand
I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh - what if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do
I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by
Should I
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's mean to be
All in time you'll see
I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say
I'll
Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Blind faith will lead love where it has to go
Never let him go
QueenLiyn@01:06
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