Talking Cock...
Oh shit....I just realize that this Friday will determine my academic future...I'm getting my exam results. SHIT! I'm so scared. SO nervous. SO anxious. I messed everything up last semester. My grades were drooping. I wasn't myself. And when I woke up from the "daze", it was too late and now my graduation is hanging on the line....
But I did work hard for the exams. Sacrificed my health and everything else just to make sure that I'm back on track. I hope it pays....Oh God...
Anyways, at work today I felt that I've got nothing to do. Jasper took all the QC stuffs and I'm like left with some TECH Service stuffs, boring stuffs. Jasper did the experiment that I failed twice last Friday, and know what....he failed FOUR times!!! LOL....I really laughed at him and he just don't understand what went wrong....HAHAHAH....
I talked to Jasper like how I talked to my guyfriends back in school. Like as if we have known each other for a long time but for now, it's only about work and I don't want it to go more personal.
Stephanie...I miss you! Hahahaha.....wahlau...I feel so lonely at work but those sexual COSMOPOLITAN magazines kept me busy during lunch...MUAHAHAHA.....!!!
Hmmm...I realized that I'm a very very selfish person.
Kedekut. Pelokek. I am very particular about sharing my things with other people especially my toiletries. I HATE it when people use my shampoo or soap for themselves cause it's MINE! I bought them to pamper myself and these things can eat up half of my pocket money each month! And I'm particular about sharing my bed. I would rather sleep on the floor rather than share it with someone cause I want my freedom. I would rather have the television all to myself so that I have the freedom to browse the channels whenever I want. I would rather buy everything that I own with my own money cause everything that I buy will be labelled MINE. And I definitely hate to share the guy I love cause I would rather let him go than share him with someone else.
Normally, I would rather give up things rather than share them with others. I DON'T share.
I'm looking forward to Sunday. Counting down the days to Eid Mubarak. Counting down the days till I meet my past. Counting down the days till I meet my present.
WHat the hell am I talking about????? Hahahaha....
Feel like writing a longer blog....so I'll talk cock here....LOL
Made up my mind about a new handphone. No choice. Have to buy a second hand one cause it's cheaper. I also want to buy an MP3 player so it'll eat almost all my savings. Decided to buy Sony Ericsson T610. It looks rather stylish and different although it isn't a flip phone and I can use bluetooth for it...hehehehe....
Hari Raya this year feels like nothing. I don't know why. I've been thinking a lot about this Sunday at work. Don't know how to face him. Don't know whether I can salam him and cium his hand this time like a
baby sista to a
big bro. Baby SEH! He introduced me to his friends like that last time. Hahahaha....I'm no baby....I remembered the stupid times I had with him. How we argued over our little cousins....and we compete on who can win the hearts of our cousins.
Truthfully speaking...I win. When my cousins are younger and still toddlers or babies, Abang Zul was closer to them cause he always carry them around and entertain them. Me on the other hand, become the role model as my cousins grow older. Still remember the times he called me a shortie. Hahaha...nvm...crazy guy...
But that was the past. I've grown up and he too become a much more mature guy.
Now, I'm waiting for H. Just waiting......
QueenLiyn@21:56
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