Stupid
SO back again...
Unable to sleep....
Realized that my personal diary has been lying on top of my dressing table untouched for months! Actually, honestly, I touched it like last week. But then, I wrote a few sentences, then, I don't know what else to write. Left that entry hanging inside my diary without even a signature...
That diary is for memories sake. Not for fun like this public diary where I can crap around.
*sighs*
Stupid words kept ringing inside my head, the words that my brother said to me. Don't like the sound of it....Although I didn't try to deny it...Don't really want to make this diary as a source of another problem for me, so I would rather keep things to myself....
Happy things?
Everyday, life has been a chore for me. You can see that I didn't even wish "Selamat Hari Raya" here. I was actually looking forward to this festive season but when it comes, I just don't feel so great about it. Though things have change for the better and I have change for the better, I'm just...erm....not happy...
Everyday, go to work. Earn that pathetic sum of money. Fortunately, it's better than me sitting at home becoming a couch potato and gaining more weight than I lost. Fortunately also, I've got someone to talk to at work, unlike at home. Unfortunately, I don't enjoy enough since my exams. You know, movies, shopping and all those things that I love to do.
I'm trying to kick the habit of spending. My last BIG
spenditure was on my handphone. 300 bucks, finished just like that. Last month handphone bill has yet to be paid. DAMN! Now, I must be more responsible, especially on my expenditure. Learning to be less materialistic although I've planned on another BIG
spenditure, an MP3 player. LOL...
Need someone to guide me to be more thrifty. Just who can do it...I wonder??
QueenLiyn@23:36
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