Is it obvious?
Went to Bibik My's house with Nasir just now. On the way there, stopped at Lot 1 for a while to buy Syahirah's birthday present, a beautiful bracelet and diamond studs.
I got myself mentally ready when I found out from Syahirah that A.Zul was already there. I entered Bibik My's house full of maturity as I was greeted by Mamang Nan first and then compliments from Bibik Nana. The question about where my parents and my brother were, needed to be answered repeatedly.....LOL....
Bibik Nana kept saying that I
lawa and that she's jealous of me. I was like "yayayaya" and "ape saje".....cause I don't see myself as
lawa. She said that if I lose more weight, I would look much much more pretty than Siti Nurhaliza. MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! That Siti thingy again....
How did A.Zul looked...as good as usual...with specs this time...and wearing black. But he looked unhappy. And cold. Though he smiled when I got there at first but later...he doesn't even want to look at me as I kept staring at him from faraway.
Is it so obvious that I've found someone else? Is it the way I look that made it so obvious that I love someone else? Why does A.Zul want to know who the guy is and how he looked like? And all I did was ignore and pretended to be ignorant? How I know he wanna noe? Cause when I was in the room, Mamang Wan kept pestering me to tell him about my present guy but I just ignore and furthermore, I didn't tell anyone about anything...
When he was carrying his niece in his arm. I can see how good he is with babies. Syahirah even joked that the baby is mine. I was like "WHAT?!!"...and said "Sorry, I don't want to marry him..." I wanted to take a photo of him carrying his niece but he caught me in the act, so I changed my mind.....
Syahirah said that there's a possibility that he broke up with his past girlfriend. She said that how can he give me the coldest shoulder. You know, he left early before his mother, brother and sister did.
I just don't understand. I want to see my abang as himself again. So what if I've found someone else? So what if he's single? It's not fair to me when I've moved on but he expect me to wait for him....PUHLEEZ....we are coming to the age of finding our soul mate and I can't wait for him forever. Him playing me always.
I just want him to be happy. And he should be happy for me also.
I just can't stand it when he behaves this way.
IMMATURE. All the stupid promises he made were all fake. He wasn't there when I needed him most. He wasn't there when I was falling. He wasn't there when I missed him a lot...
And now...u say u are unhappy...PUHLEEZ....u go to your own world...I go to mine...just leave me alone...
I'M SO OVER YOU!!! I don't want to know any of your troubles. I have mine...and it's more than enough to handle....
Ok enough...I've put up a new gallery of photos that I took at Bibik My's house....
QueenLiyn@21:54
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