I want to....
I feel like doing a million things now. But I just don't have the time and energy to do them. I want to do all the things that I love to do. But....*sighs*
Anyway, at work today, I've discovered something. Guys are not pro-active. They are what we say "lembab" in Malay. I'm not against guys...it's just that they can make me go mad. Don't want to mention names here. ARGHHHH! Maybe it's just my PMS...I don't know...
OKok...I actually installed the Sims back into my laptop. Can't resist the temptation but I've yet started playing it or even build my own family. It's boring to play cause it's not REAL....
YaWnZ! My apetite's increasing. Having cramps the whole day at work cause maybe I ate too much pineapples this week. But I love pineapples. Sweet. Succulent. Yum.....
I miss school. It's been weeks since I've been in the "school environment". I want to go to school. I want to be in school. I want to slack. I want to be the crazy girl again. I want to eat at Canteen 1. I want to eat at SIM with him weekly again. I want to do all those childish things with Stephanie again. I just prefer to study. But I won't be paid. At least when I'm studying, I've got all the time in the world to myself. I can do whatever I want. I can
ponteng school when I feel like it. I can
cabut from lectures when I'm bored. The best thing is that my friends are around me. We can crap around. Slack together..... And especially, I feel nearer to him when I'm in school. At least I don't need to think of a day when we are both free. At least I can be with him him almost everyday in school. I can wear whatever I want in school and not only jeans, jeans and more jeans. I want to wear skirts again! I don't need to worry about my phone bills when I'm studying. I don't need to worry about money matters. I can look at younger guys in school and not older ones at work. I don't need to be bossed around in school. I don't need to
act mature. Or should I say, I don't need to be mature. I can be the typical school girl again. I have my freedom when I'm studying. I have my life when I'm studying. I have everything when I'm studying. Only the exams will come in my way...................................
But then, I still have a pathetic 16 weeks to go before my attachment ends......
QueenLiyn@21:57
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