Blogging again...waiting for the washing machine to give me the "OK" sign before I can do the laundry.
Went out since morning. First to Alexandra Hospital to visit my grandaunt. That hospital is really like a resort and I played around with the high-tech toilet bowl while doing my "business"....LOL...Then, went to eat lunch at the Raffles Hospital Banquet. Ate quite a lot....hahaha....don't know why.... After that, we went Hari Raya visiting...the whole day, only managed to go 3 houses, including A.zul's house....but as usual he's not at home.
This year Hari Raya doesn't feel like "a normal Hari Raya". No mood to go visiting. No mood to go anywhere to do anything. My family feels like going somewhere away from here for some time...Looking forward to Christmas whereby we can go to Gunung Ledang for a few days and also looking forward to next year's Chinese New Year whereby we will be going to Tioman Island....
Hmmm...I can't wait to go for a holiday. A short one is okay to me already...
Tomorrow, will be going to Bibik My's house with my brother for a few hours. She organized an open house at her house. Can't wait to meet my sisters....LOL...Talking about open house....my mom organized an open house at our house next week. My brothers invited their friends over but I am too lazy to invite anyone. I think I would rather spend more time with my cousins rather than my friends cause I can meet my friends anytime but not my cousins cause we live rather faraway and they are still young.....
Want to blog a longer entry...so here goes my crap again....
Anyways, I can't imagine my life without love. I did hate love once. I was "love-less" for months earlier this year. I couldn't focus on my studies that time. All that hatred and anger in my heart left me with puffy eyes for months. But during the time when I realized that I am changed to a cold-hearted bitch, I tried to pull myself up again. I was able to convince myself that for every misfortune, there's a blessing behind it. I was able to bring back love in my heart when I stand up again. Had a minor crush on someone but it wasn't real....so forget it and then,
*sighs* love has something in store for me.....
I began to think way back, before I was blindly in love with my past. I did like someone else before him. I just couldn't say "YES" to that fact. I waited for a miracle to happen for more than a month. But finally, I decided to create that miracle myself. And I did. I just couldn't believe that I did it...till now...
Some people doesn't believe in miracles. A lot of miracles had happened in my life throughout these years. Stephanie used to be one of them who doesn't believe in it until she herself witness a miracle. It happened when I said to her during our last day in school, " It is a miracle if this 'thing' happened today..." And in front of her eyes it did. She saw it and couldn't deny it. I was rather happy then and it lighted up my black day....
Only Steph knows what is the miracle. It's rather minor...maybe it's even nothing...but it meant a lot to me that day....That day, my last day in school was like my
WORST day in school...
I guess...this is it for today...ciao for now...
QueenLiyn@22:55
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