Still....
Hey...don't need to remind me what's wrong or right. I am old enough. I know when I can do this kind of things and when I can't do. And stop all this anonymous thingy on my tag-board. What are you scared of? Scared that I'll bite your head off? Haha...
Anyways, took some carbo just now. I feel physically better now if not, my world will be spinning around me and I'll faint anytime. I guess I can't be on a carbo diet. I can't even study well without any carbo. And well, managed to eat some carbo for lunch. Not too much.
My mom said that I am killing myself. Maybe I am...maybe I'm not?
Got to know my PCON test results. IT SUCKS! I scored half of the marks that I scored for during common test. :( Everything's too late now, just need to study double hard for the exams.
Been thinking of my future. I am thinking about my dream job. Being a gynecologist. I've always wanted to be a gynecologist since secondary school cause I adore babies. Now, that dream is shattered. In a way. Cause I couldn't possibly go overseas to medical school to study as I need to earn that enough money before I can go abroad. I don't want to waste time on studying so much cause one day, I'll be staying at home attending to my husband, kids and doing housework.
Even a diploma is considered quite high a qualification, if one day I'll end up a housewife. Unless I end up as a career BITCH and I have a house-husband. LOL....This reminds me of the movie "Stepford Wives"....HAHAH...
Not so much as an achievement today. I only managed to study one chapter thoroughly for UOP. Will try my best to finish 4 chapters today. I am kinda distracted today. But handling that distraction well.
It's been a long time since I cried. And well, just now I cried while watching Baby Boom on channel 8. My heart was moved by the quadraplets and how much they love their parents. *sighs* Am I that emotional?
LOL
Gotta ciao now..have to study UOP again....will blog again later.
QueenLiyn@18:55
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