Relieved....
Started the day in school with the blackest face. My heart was beating very fast and my mind was all in tangles. I was afraid, nervous and very unhappy...Look at my face and you'd think that I'm going to eat you up...
Yea...but I loosened up when Siew Yong came to talk to me. I felt better cause I'm not alone as both of us are on the same boat. A conditional pass...for PCON...Both of us were scared to how the paper will turn out to be. I was scared to even enter the room. Waited for Stephanie who was like turning rather "ga-ga" in the head. She's like that everytime she's stressed. I felt like crying on the spot....too scared....
We finally entered the room. I was still nervous when I went to sit at my seat. I prayed so hard in my heart when I got the paper, that the paper would turn out fine....And know what....
I am 80% confident. I was able to answer 80% of the questions. My heart was jumping up and down when I finally managed to answer the stupid Laplace Transform question which I trialed and error last....hehe...I thought I would lost 6 marks...Damn...I was lucky enough to be able to solve it at the last 30 minutes...
Now, my heart and my mind are at ease. Nevermind if it's not an A. As long as I pass, that's enough. One last paper to go...on Friday...UOP...
Had a talk with Stephanie just now after the paper. She missed two buses and I missed a bus just so that we can talk. Feels like a long time since we talked...Asked her whether she read my diary last night. She said that she didn't understand what I'm trying to say. And I explained my entry to her in just one sentence....She was like "WHAT?!"... I told her directly and honestly what's really bothering me. She also gave me her point of views honestly, as a person or according to her own experience...hehe....I actually blurted out her ex's name at the bus-stop and I realized how similar I am to him...We are egoistic...
I'm torn in between. Two extreme point of views from 2 different people. Just which one to take I also don't know...
Will only think about it after my exams....
I think I wan to go to bed now...I am so pooped....
QueenLiyn@14:40
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