Honesty is the best policy...
Sorry...I was rather pissed off just now. I just couldn't control my temper anymore. I've got a lot of things in my mind. Just don't want people to add more burden on me...I've had enough...
Anyway, today's achievement....I managed to finish almost the whole book on PCON. Thank God. I am left with 2 chapters, 1 chapter which I don't even know what the hell is it about and the other chapter that needs a lot of thinking. I skipped my important meals today so that I don't waste time eating and there'll be enough time for me to study.
I'm not hungry. I'm already full with all the things in my head. Prepared myself a BIG cup of redbull that's diluted with water so that I don't LS. I need a bull's energy cause I lack of carbohydrates today. Just don't ask me whether I am on diet or not...the answer is pretty obvious...
Haiz....the dreams last night still haunt me till now. Those dreams actually were part of the reason why I was rather pissed off today. I dreamt that I was back in secondary school and we were all NAKED in class...even me... Luckily, I don't see any guys. THank God... All the girls were naked in the classroom and running about and laughing. I was TOTALLY embarrassed... even though there were only girls. Maybe I am ashamed of my own body...I don't know... But that's not the main reason of the dream. One of my secrets is out in the open...DAMMIT...
There were other dreams but I refused to comment anything about them...they are SICK...
Well, another reason why I was pissed off today is him...Just got the feeling that he isn't really that honest with me. He's that type of person who like to keep things to himself. Don't really like it. I prefer honesty no matter how nasty honesty might get. Hey, I asked you to ask me questions to "satisfy your curiosity", before right...? I was trying to hint for you to be honest with me....
You know...honesty is the best policy...
QueenLiyn@22:37
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