Hmmm....
Hey...please don't blurt out anything
unuseful on my tag-board. It's of no use if you don't identify yourself and want to dig out the truth from me....And well, don't assume anything...unless you are one of my irritating friends back from secondary school....
Anyway, I looked at myself on my full length mirror before I went out just now. I just don't look like myself. My hair was styled in a different way and it was very black. I was wearing a rather short skirt and a black long-sleeved blouse. My nails were painted almost black. And my fashion accessories was so.......Hmm...I realize that I'm going into a fashion concept...
One of the concepts that is not popular in Singapore. Goth...Ska...or whatever it is....
Am I turning into concepts again? I don't know...I just think that an all-black fashion is rather fashionable....though I do wear pink, white and blue and I don't own any black traditional clothings....
Listen to the type of music I listen...You can see that I am going into a type of concept. My brother used to always accused me of trying to enter the 'ska' world but on the other hand, I am also very classy. What am I? Who am I?
Hahaha...my personality changes in a matter of months earlier this year. Just because of one person saying one word, "Pampered", to me...And my whole life crumbled...
What is becoming of me?
Oh ya...Juni if you are reading this...can you tell me what's the name of the band which sings happy ska music? You told me a band name during the kenduri a few weeks ago and encouraged me to listen to their songs, remember?? Can tell me the band name please?
Anyways, made an amazing discovery today. I was teaching Xiuhui PCON. And know what, out of the blue, I was able to solve all the equations which I was rather weak at and skipped the whole question in the test with simple Mathematic skills. It's so AMAZING!! I should have passed the test!!!!! And I wouldn't be in this SHIT!!
DAMMIT! Everything's too late. Should have paid attention in lectures and tutorials. Well, what can I do now....
Oh ya...did I tell you that this Friday is the first day of fasting month? Yes! Hari Raya is coming...which actually reminds me of Abang Zul. SHould I seek forgiveness from him...or vice versa? I didn't do anything to him...STill thinking on how to approach that situation...and I still remembered a year earlier when I was forced to kneel in front of him. But that time was different cause I was so in LOVE with him. The thought of it just makes my skin crawl....I WAS SO
BLIND, DUMB and IMMATURE cause I didn't see that he just pretended to care for me... And this was how I felt when my whole world crumbled.....
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
-My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne
And a reminder again.....don't post any SHIT on my tag-board...
QueenLiyn@21:03
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