Changed...
I've got such a lazy arse right now...Should be studying for Friday's paper but too stressed to start studying again. Need to flush out the remaining stress from today's paper...Hehe...excuses excuses...
Don't know why I feel so happy right now. Yes, I achieved something. I've put back what I've messed up. But I've not totally clean up the mess that I made in my life. Hmm...what am I talking about....
First things first. If Mr. Z read my blog. I'm going to be really really happy that he read this. Then, he'll know how pissed I am with him. Thanks to him, I went into depression and after giving myself my own treatment, I came out of depression as a bitch. But in time, I changed. I change to someone that nobody had known before. I used to be gullible and rather timid. But now, I turn out to be more outspoken and rather proud. How do you think I suddenly am interested in cooking when I don't know how to cook? Thanks to him I've found the feminine side of me. I'm mastering cooking now and I've also become more classy yet still rowdy. Thanks to him also, I actually hated love when he duped me. I was duped, yeah...someone as smart as me got duped.
He changed me. He changed the girl that everyone used to know to the girl that I am today. I don't hate him but I thanked him cause he gave me the strength to move on although I've yet to give him a piece of my mind as all this time, I've been the quiet party........
But he didn't change me totally. I am also changed by another guy. He made me become the girl who can speak out her mind. I also did something that I've never done before in my life. Thinking about it just makes me LOL...
I've changed a lot throughout this year. Both for the good and for the bad...Sometimes, I don't even know who I am anymore....
QueenLiyn@22:22
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