It just takes time....
Finally, I got the time to blog in here...
Started the day with lab, doing an experiment on Filtration. It's interesting to know how filtration works in the industry. But it's rather disgusting to scrap off the filtrate calcium carbonate from the filters with our bare fingers. I nearly broke a nail...!
Then, we stayed in the lab for a while to finish some work and then, had lunch at Canteen 1. I was rather hungry cause I didn't eat lunch and dinner yesterday and also I didn't eat breakfast in the morning! I ate chicken rice without even getting full...and just ate a HEAVY dinner just now....YuMMy!
After that, me and Stephanie discussed things that we plan to do next week after a heavy load(PED) is taken off us. Things that...erm....we've never done before....We will definitely help each other to achieve our happiness....
And hey...we are not DUMB okay...
Hahaha!!
Anyway, enough of school. While I was doing my project in the library, I chatted with my cousin about this Saturday. I told her that I don't know how to face Abg Zul on that day. At least to give him a form of respect like at least smile.....I told her that on that day, she must stand beside me when I approach him to encourage me to go on and smile. I know a smile is not difficult to give....But still, when I see him the past just come rushing back at me...I can never forget it and I don't know whether I can forgive him....
"do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?"
- Tourniquet by Evanescence
Haiz....happy thoughts...happy thoughts....
Hehehe...went home with him just now....walked from Choa Chu Kang interchange to our homes... It's been a long time since I walked that long distance...and I was rather exhausted when I reached my doorstep. Although there were awkward silences but we still talked like normal. And...erm..d reason for me to be this thick-skinned to ask him whether I can go home with him is simply so that I would be able to spend more time with him cause it's like the second last week of the semester and soon.....I'll be gone...It's not that I don't want to see him after the semester ends but things will just be different if I'm not in school.....
Okay.....before I end this entry...Just wana say...
Gary...you can be full of crap...but still...I OWE you a favor...;)
QueenLiyn@21:51
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